wow. this is the first time i have been home since like Tuesday.  well on tuesday i stayed home and cleaned..helped my mom b/c shes like real sick and yeah, then maria and brandon came swimming and micah came after and we all went to taco bell then we went to hilltop dropped off brandon at amanda's to watch the Real World, dropped off maria at donegan's to watch the Real World and i went back to micah's with him to watch the Real World lol.. then micah and i picked up maria and i got dropped off and maria picked up her car.. that was that night  on wed. i cleaned a little and cut some grass b/c my mom was still real sick, and then micah picked me up and he took me to the bank to get some cash  then to Best Buy to get something for my mom .. then he dropped me off and i cleaned some more and did stuff for my mom then i packed my shit, went to volleyball and then maria and i dropped off amanda and then picked up the boys [ micah, marc, reagle, brandon ] and went to get ice cream.. but maria and i were the only ones to get any. lol .. then we went back to hilltop to drop them off but they like wood NOT let us leave... they were jumpin on the car, putting dents in it, standing in the way.. o boy it was crazy lol..  we finally left and we went to my house real quick b/c i had to do something  then we went back to hilltop [ Amanda's ] and sat by the pool.. while micah and marc did flips from the trampoline into the pool.. then we [maria and i] left to go back to her house and take showers..dry our hair and go to bed. then Thursday!!:: we woke up at 7:00 to finish getting ready and micah came with reagle and brandon to pick us up to go out to eat.. reagle sed lets eat at walmart? so micah took us there  lol o well .. maria and i walked to bob evans and the boys drove there after they sed they werent going there and they were leaving us? it was fun lol.. THEN we went  to the PIRATES GAME.. it was real hott  and we lost anyways. but maria got a ball  lol .. well we left went to eat, dropped off reagle, brandon and maria and i went back to micah's and then maria called us and we decided to go to the bizarre  .. i asked my mom and surprisingly she let me  lol.. at the bizarre, micah kept taking pictures of ....well something[u know if u were there] !!! lol we left at like 9:35 and maria was flying home and i had 10 mins to get to my house and it was like 6 mins. away? lolol.. o well i got home on time  and now we're planning on going to the fair everyday  .. we'll see.. it was a long ass day. im going to bed then calling maria in the morning and probably doing something again lol

woah. today was boring. i woke up, babysat, watched i, Robot, sat by the pool, cleaned a little bit, then micah and brandon came over, swam, they left at like 8? [i dont know] then i ate dinner, helped my mom, and came on here and my computer is like all fucked up now, and im like real mad. tomorrow better be a better day ... lol
    MiiCAH

     <-- isnt that like the funniest thing ever! lol
heres some more random quotes and icons ::



we  met  && i  knew at 
first          _         glance
that youd be hard to forget
  


When  it  comes  to  loving  someone
You         have        3           choices
Give up -Give in -or Give it Your All



You'll never see the stars  *
if your always looking down
  

sexyy isnt what you wear..
its how you take it off   <3 
      



  believe it or not . everything happens for the best
 it may not seem like it : but you'll figure out its true
 


i've been too busy with the memories you made me. i don't
think i'll ever get over it. too be honest, i can't see how this"
could be fair ;; i'm so alone. but you seem to be just fine. <|3
 

i`m f a l l i n g into the m e m o r i e s of
y o u and m e and what we used to be
  




I need somebody who understands
me. Somebody who will need me -
and not kno what to do without me.
Somebody who will accept my past;
and Most of all who will love me no
matter what his friends think _____




" i'm willing to give you my heart
and   that`s  all  i  can  give  you
&  if  that's  not  enough, i'm not
enough  "             -one   tree  hill



The best memories are the ones you
can't explain you just had to be there
  


Always pullin me through _ when my lifes a mess  x3 «---
[my girl] [my life]  - » the very |[ b e s t ]| « ---- |oxOx|«--
     



if someone took everything you live for
how far  would you go to get it back ?
  


In  this endless  summer
all  she wants is  a  love
that  she can  never forget
   




suddenly  im  hating  myself  for everything  i`ve ever felt for
you but at the same time i kno there's no getting over u... <3
     



  she ignores all the other guys who want
  her because shes too busy noticing him
     



 i want to be his favorite hello
And his worst goodbye     <3
 


You know youre in love when you
wanna  tell everyone  about it even
when they havent asked ....
    

monday was laguna beach and omg... wasnt it just the best?! i flippin` love that show ..i cant wait to see what happens i really hope Stephen and LC get together.. i dont really like kristin all that much.. she def. had her chances with Stephen! but i just cant wait to see what happens with Jessica/Jason&Alex.
i have been waiting since last season for this.. its so exciting! lol i love it <33
 
     
   
     
   

i got just about all of these <3 LB <3 icons from http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=x0xi_LoVe_LaGuNa_BeAcHx0x

tuesday i had an ortho. appt. and he sed everything was fine =) and i can go back next summer! lol... then i went out to eat with my mom at iHop then we went shopping.. and i got a few school things.. then on our way home we picked up jenna cava. and bran and they came over to swim&stuff.. so we swam for a while then my mom made us food.. we ate then micah came and we all went out for ice cream and dropped off jenna and bran.. and i went back to micahs with him and i beat him in ping-pong like twice then we watched Batman b/c Sharron got it off the street or something   it started storming.. and i was kinda scared all the lights were gona go out b/c we were in the basement.. and yeah lol .. then he took me home and oh yeah! my hair is GREEN from swimming so damn much! =( but...okay.. now here is some random things lol..


just some random quotes i found.. i am NOT taking credit.. and i dont know who i got them from [so i cant give credit] but it doesnt really matter b/c like everyone has the same damn thing... so dont be a bitch and just take it if you like it.. comment <3




you can have the best of me.
we got older; but we're still
young we never grew out of this
feeling that we won't give up.       
         


actions  speak louder than
words  so  stop   the  bull'
shit and  kiss me you idiot


you keep saying you love me...
                 so just   PROVE iT


i've learned that things change  people change.
and it doesn't mean - you forget the past or try
to cover iit up » it simply means that you  move
on & treasure the memories.. letting go doesn't
mean giiving up it just means |[  accepting  ]|
that some things just werent meant to be «3.


The best thing in the world is just
to love and be loved in return <3


she's  the  kind  of  girl  who  is
constantly makinq mistakes  &
having them shoved in her face
    


<3   shes just a stupid little girl
who keeps her hopes too high


a broken heart will always hurt
   it's the memories that kill you
   

&& i just cant picture my life ..
                without you   ..   <3



and you said i know that  this will  hurt
but  if  i dont  break  you ur heart  then
things      will      just      get        worse
      


one thought of you is all it takes ......
to leave the rest of the world behind



as  we  grow  up,  theres going to be many things that we
dont like ; hook ups that  mean  so much to one person and
nothing to the other ; girls who like the same guy you love ;
youll meet new people,  who may matter more than  others
might ; but the guy who stays by you until the end,   will be
the one.                                                        -laguna beach




As people grow up they realize it becomes less important to have more
friends & more important to have real ones - Lo    <3    Laguna Beach
          


One summer ;;  one boy
& all of a  sudden  things
weren't        the      same
   


baby ; we can make the world jealous



live and learn  ;
at`some point you learn to accept the fact` that
the people  u   wish wouldn`t change do,`good
byes hurt, but only mean forever if u  let  them.
pictures never replace being there` & nothing
lasts forever But , you also learn to laugh``until
your`stomach hurts. act so crazy  people`think
your high. and live for the days with your  best
friends ;; and just having fun because lifes too
short to worry about «---- `((change))`-----»
      

one day everyone will realize that its not
about being perfect it's about being happy
  

theres a spot in my heart that
will always belong to you..<3


love is one of those crazy things that
no matter how hard you try you cant
find the words to tell how you feel inside
  



Wishing to be the friction in your jeans*

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
  


Why is it so hard for a
girl like me to find a boy



Give me one more kiss, one more touch
Baby, I just can't get enough of you
This time, too good is true



im falling in  love with the one
person i never expected to<3



im not gonna get mad anymore i just
gotta learn to expect the lowset from
the people i thought this highest of..






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